Life is hella weird right now...

But it’s good.

Went through a lot of big life changes the last two months and I honestly didn’t think it would happen. I am working three jobs at the moment. Even though I am tired a lot of the time, I am loving it. Now, for other aspects of my life it has been a little hard. I am doing my absolute best though. Not to mention I am PUMPING out content at least 4-5 days of the week. I am proud of myself.

I recently started a job at Nike. It honestly has been the most enlightening experience to happen to me in a while. It has made me realize a lot of characteristics about myself that I thought disappeared a few years ago. I feel the last three years I’ve taken such a cynical approach in life. I’ve made the choice to take this Nike opportunity and make it mine. Go as far up as possible and see what doors open and close. I of course still want to make RED Creatives a company and it will happen, but I’ve always been one to take on multiple opportunities.

I want you all to know that this is the most adversity I have faced at once in my life. I feel as if I’m a sprinter running a marathon, but I’m not slowing down.

My mental health has been my number one priority and I would say it’s paying off. I am not where I want to be, but I know I never will be—as life constantly changes, I know I will always have to adjust. However, I love change.

I think the best piece of advice I’ve received thus far is that if you feel uncomfortable about a change in your life or about pursuing a dream, then you are doing the right thing. You should never just want to stay in a place where you are comfortable, at least when you are young, but embrace the weird opportunities for growth ahead.

I deadass have been working 76-80 hour weeks the last three weeks. No days off, just grinding. So please understand if at some points content seems slow. I am doing my best. I NEED to get back into watching movies. It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve watched something new. I am hoping to catch up on some movies coming up. I will write reviews, post new photos, and keep coming out with new playlists!

LIFE BEEN CRAZY and I never would have expected this to be my life.

ANYWAYS…

I love you all and a version of me is here that I’ve wanted for a while. I’m starting to feel comfortable in my own skin.

P.S. go listen to that new Tyler, The Creator album. Gah damn that shit fucking slaps. CALL ME IF YOU GET LOST